Ruthie

Speak, O Lord

2011-10-20T16:10:00.001-05:00

Speak, O Lord, as we come to You
To receive the food of Your Holy Word.
Take Your truth, plant it deep in us;
Shape and fashion us in Your likeness,
That the light of Christ might be seen today
In our acts of love and our deeds of faith.
Speak, O Lord, and fulfill in us
All Your purposes for Your glory.

Teach us, Lord, full obedience,
Holy reverence, true humility;
Test our thoughts and our attitudes
In the radiance of Your purity.
Cause our faith to rise; cause our eyes to see
Your majestic love and authority.
Words of pow'r that can never fail—
Let their truth prevail over unbelief.

Speak, O Lord, and renew our minds;
Help us grasp the heights of Your plans for us—
Truths unchanged from the dawn of time
That will echo down through eternity.
And by grace we'll stand on Your promises,
And by faith we'll walk as You walk with us.
Speak, O Lord, till Your church is built
And the earth is filled with Your glory.

"Speak, O Lord"
Words and Music by Keith Getty & Stuart Townend
Copyright © 2005 Thankyou Music

My Heart Language

2011-08-03T16:47:00.002-05:00

I'm a guest on LBT News today, sharing about my heart language. Check it out here.

What's your heart language?

God Sings

2011-07-06T18:10:00.000-05:00

The LORD your God is in your midst,

a mighty one who will save;

he will rejoice over you with gladness;

he will quiet you by his love;

he will exult over you with loud singing.

Zephaniah 3:17

Goosebump-ingly amazing.

Read the chapter.

It'll wow you!

"A Translator is a Traitor"

2011-06-27T18:04:00.032-05:00

This phrase first attacked me from required reading for a Second Temple Judaism course I took in 2005. The book was about the Dead Sea scrolls, and I was caught off guard. I didn't like it.

"A translator is a traitor" is from the Latin play on words traduttore, traditore, literally "translator, traitor." Now I doubt that the one who thought of this brilliant combination intended to attack. His or her point was probably a bit simpler than challenging my "life calling" and deepest desires to be involved in Bible translation. All the same, I felt conflicted.

I was reminded of the phrase again when I saw and retweeted this quote:

"Reading the Bible in translation

is like kissing your new bride through a veil."

Haim Nachman Bialik (Jewish Poet, 1873-1934)

Both phrases have a similar message, as does the Hungarian fordítás: ferdítés, roughly "translation is distortion." You lose something in translation. Form and meaning are meant to work beautifully together in an original work. In translation, they're often in conflict and form bows to meaning, at least in a good translation.

I love studying linguistics and everything that goes with it - translation theory, hermeneutics, exegesis, discourse analysis, semantics, pragmatics, Greek, Hebrew, and all kinds of subjects to better understand what it takes to take a message in one language and communicate it in another. But when I hear these phrases, I'm intimidated.

These may be obvious truths, but often intimidation clouds truth and leaves fear and doubt. So I have to remind myself from time to time that...

God intends for the Bible to be translated. Ever since before the Scriptures were compiled into the form we have today - the Bible - God has supported translation. The Ethiopian eunuch read from the Septuagint translation. Jesus quoted from it.
God uses translation to help us understand Himself.God came to earth through Jesus in a form we could understand and recognize.
And the Word became flesh and dwelt among us, and we have seen his glory, glory as of the only Son from the Father, full of grace and truth. (John 1:14, ESV)
God wants to communicate with us. God wants to communicate with us today, not just a couple thousand years ago.
For the word of God is living and active, sharper than any two-edged sword, piercing to the division of soul and of spirit, of joints and of marrow, and discerning the thoughts and intentions of the heart. (Hebrews 4:12)
God loves the variety in languages.
Though the variety in languages came out of a curse, God has brought Himself glory in it all.
After this I looked, and behold, a great multitude that no one could number, from every nation, from all tribes and peoples and languages, standing before the throne and before the Lamb, clothed in white robes, with palm branches in their hands, and crying out with a loud voice, “Salvation belongs to our God who sits on the throne, and to the Lamb!”(Revelations 7:9,10)
God gives us the ability to learn and is with us!
Though the earth was cursed at Babel with what has come to be thousands of languages, God has given us the ability to learn another language or several languages. He is able to communicate with us, we are able to communicate with Him (because of Jesus), and we are able to communicate with each other.
And Jesus came and said to them, "All authority in heaven and on earth has been given to me. Go therefore and make disciples of all nations, baptizing them in the name of the Father and of the Son and of the Holy Spirit, teaching them to observe all that I have commanded you. And behold, I am with you always, to the end of the age." (Matthew 28:18-20)

Is a translator a traitor?

No.

Translation is a used to communicate life-giving Truth.
And I am thrilled to play a part... whatever that might be.

If God spare my life, before many years I will cause a boy that drives the plough

to know more of Scripture than you [priests] do. (William Tyndale, 1494-1536)

The worldwide status of Bible translation (2010) - Wycliffe Bible Translators

Don't Stop at Vision 2025

2011-04-18T14:22:00.001-05:00

"Isn't it incredible that there's a vision to begin a translation in every language that needs it by 2025?!"

I would love to get a dollar for every time I hear this. It's a common response when people hear that Josh and I are training for translation work. I'm not interested in debating here the likelihood of accomplishing this Vision (also known as Last Languages Campaign). Or what it's going to take. Or how good of an idea it is. Like in my What's it like being an MK? post, I want to respond from my heart to a question that rubs me the wrong way - though this one is rhetorical.

Yes, it is an incredible endeavor, and God is using Vision 2025. But. Please don't stop at Vision 2025.

One of my heroes from Bible Translation history, right along with Luther, Tyndale and Wycliffe, is William Cameron Townsend, founder of Wycliffe Bible Translators, affectionately known as Uncle Cam. You may recognize this famous quote.

"The greatest missionary is the Bible in the mother tongue.
It needs no furlough and is never considered a foreigner."
- William Cameron Townsend

This quote was instrumental in drawing me into Bible Translation. But as the years have gone by, through more reading, more discussing, more training, and more praying, I find that this quote is not what it's all about. And I don't think Uncle Cam would have thought so either.

In the same way, I don't think that those who had Vision 2025 believe that Vision 2025 is what it's all about. But I do wonder if that's the message that the church is getting... that you're getting. When thinking about the unreached, have you ever thought, "If only they had the Bible...." I have. People like accomplishable-in-my-lifetime goals. Quantifiable ones. Visible ones.

As Josh and I talk about what we want to be involved in, what we want our lives to be about, we have plenty of questions. But we do know that our end goal is not Bible accessibility.

There are many things that disturb me about Vision 2025 becoming the face of Bible Translation. Does the church know that a Bible translation is considered outdated linguistically about every 10 years? Does it know that the languages considered "still needing one" in Vision 2025 don't include every language that doesn't have Scripture? Does it know that the written Word is locked to someone who can't read? Does it know that Bibles can and do end up in warehouses? Does it know pages of Bibles can and are used to wrap food or as toilet paper? Does it know that the majority of people in Heaven could very well have never held a Bible in their lifetimes?

The Vision is wonderful, ambitious, and inspiring... but please don't stop there.

Our mission is not accomplished when people have access to the Bible. It's when every heart bows in submission to Jesus. And we all know that access to the Bible does not ensure this. I'm grateful for the translators and missionaries who have come off the field and said that we need to give more. We need Scripture engagement activities, literacy workshops, leadership training, and ethnomusicology. National leaders need to be identified and trained to carry on the work. God brings people to faith, and we can partner with Him in all sorts of ways. But please. Let's not stop at accessibility.

Missing Peoples - Church Planting in the Muslim World

2010-10-22T14:28:00.002-05:00

I've been following the Cape Town conference in South Africa through videos/blogs found at http://conversation.lausanne.org. This video especially struck me. There are about 300 unengaged Muslim peoples in the world, and God is moving among them! Watch it to the end and you'll hear how local churches in rural Africa are mobilizing people for missions. The Nigerian church is committed to mobilizing 50,000 Nigerians to go to the Arab speaking Nigerians. This is phenomenal. Peter Tarantal (OM International) tells about a small, poor rural church that is supporting a missionary by selling their clothes and fasting.

"The Africans are coming!" - Peter Tarantal

Check out the site. You'll be informed/updated on all the leading issues the church is facing today, particularly as it grows in the southern hemisphere.

Assignments on My Mind

2010-10-19T17:48:00.002-05:00

How would you define career? I kinda see career as the thing that takes up a person's time for which he or she is trained or being trained... or maybe it's just something that a person does to contribute to society (or even just themselves, I suppose). I'm not really sure. Anyways, for me, I like calling better, or maybe assignment. Beyond my role in WMPL Communications or my training in Linguistics, I recognize a string of "assignments" in life to which I am held accountable. These are my passions. My burdens. My joy.

Assignments on My Mind
Set the Lord and my husband in the center of my life
Create a place of refuge and love for those who live in and visit our home
Recognize and act in ministering to needs at Hope Lutheran Church, Minneapolis and the Church at large
Seek opportunity to share Christ with and pray for those who don't know Him and to encourage those who do
Communicate the mission of God and the message of the World Mission Prayer League to the best of my ability
Pursue information and opportunity for service in Bible translation/engagement

I found this list of 5 Career "Super Foods" from this random article by Lindsey Pollak. As I think about several somewhat-career-like issues in my life, these sorts of lists are helpful for me.

1. Daily Goals. "[S]et small, daily goals that will keep you moving forward. Big goals are important, but small goals get the job done."

(Check out this blog post.)

2. News. "[I]t’s crucial that you keep up with world news, national news and the news of the particular industry you want to join. We live in the Information Age, so the most informed people are the ones who are most likely to succeed."
3. Coffee. "While the actual caffeinated stuff helps a lot of people achieve their career goals, what I mean here is getting together with people for coffee -- also known as networking."
4. Mentors. "They are people who have “been there, done that” and are willing to share their wisdom to help your career grow. To receive the maximum benefit from a mentor, be sure to set up regular meetings... bring specific topics or challenges you’d like to discuss for each session."
5. Responsiveness. "With the amount of e-mails, LinkedIn requests, Twitter direct messages, voice mails, text messages and IMs we all receive, it can be hard to get back to people in a timely way. But those who are responsive -- especially to important requests and time-sensitive opportunities -- really stand out from the crowd."

What's it like being an MK?

2010-10-03T20:48:00.001-05:00

Disclaimer: I edited portions of this post after receiving two very different responses. I do not intend this post to be offensive, hurtful, or sarcastic. It is simply to help you see into a mind of an MK and understand the deep sense of identity the label MK has. ------------- This is probably the most frequently asked question of an MK apart from the impossible Where are you from? question. Uh, global citizen? My sister recently wrote on her blog, "They wanted to know what it was like to be a missionary kid. I would like to know what it was like to not be one." Seriously. I'm an MK, or more specifically a TCK (third-culture kid). This doesn't mean that I grew up in a third-world country, though I did. It means that I've grown up in at least two different cultures, and live a third. A culture that only fellow MKs will ever be able to relate to. We share in the identity crisis, the homelessness, the reverse culture shock... the rich childhood.

I can't tell you how many parents of MKs beg me for advice on how to relate to their child. I may have never met their child, I may never have been to their country, but I have a pretty good idea of what their dealing with. Any MK would. One thing that most MKs have in common, is they love to talk about their experiences... only if they are certain they won't be ridiculed or alienated. The question What's it like being an MK? is typically interpreted differently by an MK and non-MK. To the non-MK (the ask-er) it may be a question about an experience similar to asking What was it like homeschooling? or How did you feel about moving as a kid? To an MK, the question is one of identity and can be difficult to answer. It sounds more like What's it like being American? Imagine answering that or What's it like not being an MK? Here are some questions that might make a conversation with us easier. What do you miss most about the country you grew up in? What was the first thing you noticed when you returned to the States?What do you find disturbing about the American culture or political system?Would you tell me about your childhood best friend? Try it sometime. If you want to discuss identity with an MK, here are some suggestions: 1) Take him/her to a ethnic restaurant with familiar food. 2) Allow plenty of time. 3) Help him/her feel safe. 4) Find common ground, maybe with discussion on how his/her identity and experiences have influenced spiritual growth. 5) Share what it is like not being an MK (it might be difficult).

For those of you who are trying to relate to you MK friend or child, there are two realization that completely changed my life, freed me from anger, and gave me confidence and a sense of belonging. 1) My identity is in Christ.2) My home is in Heaven. These, my friends, will never change -- no matter where I move, no matter what language I speak or use to communicate with God, no matter who my friends are or aren't, no matter how alienated I feel.

P.S. Here are a couple links that might help. TCK Glossary Terms
Third-culture Kids

Qu'ran Burning Canceled (Prayer totally works.)

2010-09-09T16:48:00.000-05:00

GAINESVILLE, Fla. (AP) -- The minister of a Florida church said he has canceled plans to burn copies of the Quran because the leader of a much-opposed plan to build an Islamic Center near ground zero has agreed to move its location. (Sep 9, 5:25 PM EDT)

Please keep praying. It's totally not over.

Pray AGAINST the Qur'an Burning on 9/11

2010-09-08T09:49:00.001-05:00

I just received this plea from my dear cousin, whose life will be in danger if this ridiculous Pastor Jones follows through with the plan of burning the Qur'an on 9/11. Please pray that if he goes through with this, that the message will be connected to him as a lunatic and not to "the West," Christians, or the military.

Please pray with me that the church in Florida will NOT go ahead with plans to burn the Qur'an on September 11. Please pray for the safety of minority Christians around the world whose lives have been put in danger, and please pray for the Muslims around the world who will feel alienated by this insensitive and irresponsible plan.

With a gun at his side and a plan to burn, Jones thinks this will be an effective warning "to the radical element of Islam." Here's the message from the Pastor Terry Jones, who heads the little-known Dove World Outreach Center in Florida.

"The Vatican today denounced as "outrageous and grave" plans by a Florida church to burn copies of the Quran on 9/11." USA Today

"Germany's leading Jewish group condemned plans by a Florida pastor to burn the Koran on the anniversary of 9/11, saying it evoked the mass killings of Jews in the Holocaust that followed Nazi book burnings." Reauters

"A religious leader who met with Attorney General Eric Holder on Tuesday said the top US law enforcement official described as "idiotic and dangerous" a Florida church's plan to burn copies of the Koran on the anniversary of the September 11, 2001 attacks." AFP

"He will bring total contempt from the world's fastest-growing religion against the world's oldest democracy. He will destroy the goodwill generations of Americans have worked to create in almost every nation. He will -- in just a few seconds of self-proclaimed glory and protest -- paint a target on the backs of U.S. troops, diplomats, foreign service employees, humanitarian relief workers and American tourists.Worse, still, Jones and his followers will provide our enemies with a propaganda tool that will outlast our lives and those of our children and their children." Richard Eubank, CNN

Bangladesh Swirly

2010-09-04T13:27:00.000-05:00

Dad asked the family to caption this. After my brother captioned it "Bangladesh Swirly," yeah, no one else attempted to do better. Maybe he can relate. *giggling softly* I wish I knew where this picture was found. Amazing.

BANGLADESH SWIRLY

Status of Flood Victims in Pakistan - The Mission Exchange

2010-08-27T11:51:00.001-05:00

The Mission Exchange announces the August 2010 Global Issues Update: Status of Flood Victims in Pakistan

Complex global challenges impact Great Commission activities at every level. No matter how connected and motivated you are as an individual Christ-follower, church or mission leader, you can't be an expert on everything.

The August 2010 edition of Global Issues Update addresses the Status of Flood Victims in Pakistan with Anthony, a disaster and relief expert based in Europe. Anthony has been the Director of Crisis and Relief for Frontiers International for seven years. He has a long history with disaster relief in this area of the world, having been engaged with the 2004 tsunami, the 2005 earthquake in Pakistan, as well as Iraq, Kosovo and Lebanon. He is communicating regularly with people on the ground in Pakistan and well positioned to share about this tragedy.

By some estimates as many as 20 million people in 50% of the country have been affected by monsoon rains and extensive flooding. The death toll of approximately 1,600 from the initial flooding is expected to rise exponentially in the face of food shortages and the lack of clean water. The elderly and the young are most at risk. One estimate suggests as many as 300,000 infants and young children are at risk of death in the next few weeks from dehydration and water born disease.

Response to this tragedy has been slow. The church in North America, still engaged (and rightly so) with ongoing commitments to Haiti, has yet to rise to this challenge. We hope this timely downloadable webinar resource will help you speak up on behalf of the millions of Pakistani families who have lost everything in this disaster and are more concerned about staying alive today than rebuilding for tomorrow.

Global Issues Update is a bi-monthly (6 times per year) downloadable webinar that focuses on big picture issues impacting the world of missions. Because of the urgent nature of this edition of Global Issues Update we are offering it for FREE to everyone. Please distribute this widely in your circles of influence.

Natural Disasters

2010-08-19T12:38:00.001-05:00

Today is World Humanitarian Day. No wonder I feel overwhelmed with the devastation around our globe. Here's a little something from ReliefWeb:

Russia and Pakistan events are the two with which I feel most connected. My brother just spent two and a half weeks in Russia and told us of the widespread impact of the fires. And I have family in Pakistan, experiencing the flooding firsthand. There is potential for disaster anywhere we go. There's also potential for prayer wherever we are. Will you pray with me for our globe?

Fires in Russia - Did you know that July was the warmest month ever in Moscow, Russia, since the beginning of modern meteorological records, which is about 130 years?!

Floods in Pakistan - More than 1,600 people have been killed, while 14 million others have been displaced and affected as a result of the devastating floods in Pakistan. Yeah, it hasn't stopped raining yet. You know who's been sending aid? China, Kuwait, Afghanistan, Australia, Czech Republic, Canada, Denmark, Egypt, Estonia, Finland, France, Germany, Greece, Hungary, USA, Indonesia, Italy, Japan, Korea, Saudi Arabia, Turkey and Ireland are among some of so many more. As of today over 400 million dollars has been given and more has been pledged (OHCA, Aug 19).

Minister Power of Ireland said today, "The floods in Pakistan are the greatest humanitarian challenge facing the world today but we should not forget that there are many other humanitarian crises which need our attention."

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May the Lord use our prayers and the hands of His people to bring aid to the victims of these disasters. Beyond this, may He use our prayers and actions to bring hope to them - hope found only in Jesus, the Calmer of the Storms.

Ask of me, and I will make the nations your heritage,

and the ends of the earth your possession. - Psalm 2:8

Am I a missionary?

2010-08-18T18:09:00.003-05:00

As I've written before here, Josh and I have been asking questions of ourselves concerning our missionary call. What is it?

If I were to define missionary with a typical circular dictionary definition, I would use one sent on a mission. It seems to me that the Bible doesn't focus much on what we know of a missionary today. You know, someone who leaves there home to spread the Gospel to people who need it. Sure there are plenty of characters who fit that image, but I think the Bible focuses more on various "missions" on which Christians were sent. God called all kinds of people out of their normal routine to go on various missions, and then, they would return to their homes and routines. So is a missionary only a missionary when he or she is on a mission?

I think it's easy to get caught up in defining who a missionary is and what a missionary does. I fall into this. *guilty* I've been talking about being a missionary in training for about 5+ years now. What if I never go overseas? Did I miss my calling. Did I misunderstand my missionary call?

I felt this quote from The Missionary Call to be quite freeing and inspiring:

“As you examine your heart for evidence of a missionary call, look for a burden to fulfill the Great Commission and obey the Great Commandments that is guided by a Great Compassion.” (Sills, p.58)

So Josh and I have been doing this. We want to step away from the expectations of who a missionary is and what a missionary does. We want to examine our hearts to understand better the burden God has placed there. What are we compassionate about? What are the gifts He's given us? In what environments do we thrive?

We want these answers not just to prepare us for work overseas, but to guide us and our ministry for our entire lives. Right now we're in Minneapolis, not Africa. Our gifts weren't meant only for overseas ministry. What are they and how are we using them right now? I think that might have something to do with being one sent on a mission.

Since 2009...

2010-08-12T13:54:00.002-05:00

My aunt got me started on the tradition of writing in a birthday journal. Since I just turned 24, it was time to write again. This is a bit of it. Since 2009...

I've prepared to leave the country long-term and not gone.
I've resigned from an organization and joined another.
I've surrendered marriage and been given a husband.
I've had many vaccinations and not needed their effect.
I thought I was done at SIL-UND and was blessed with another summer taking literacy.
I've said "goodbye" to my 4 siblings and gained 7 more.
I've said "goodbye" to 2 nieces and 1 nephew and gained 2 nieces and 6 nephews.
I've grieved leaving my parents and gained another set.
I've talked about moving from "home" for a mission field and seen my parents move to Alaska, a mission field.
I've given my car and other earthly possessions away and have been given them back.
I've taken leave from graduate school and have begun helping a husband through school.
I've studied my identity and calling and gained a whole new set.
I've prayed about a host family and have begun hosting my brother.
I've prayed about a partner in ministry and have gained a partner for life.
I've prepared for the village and moved to the city.
I've worried about safety and have been given a protector.
I've done pre-field counseling that turned into premarital counseling.

I've walked with the Lord.

I've seen His hand on my life.

I've been encouraged and affirmed.

I've been provided for.

I've grown.

I still love people.

I still want to be a missionary.

I still want to do Bible translation.

I just gave it all up to marry a man

who wants to give it all back... and more!

Good thing that God does what He wants.

His way is way better anyway!

When we walk with the Lord...

2010-07-26T23:38:00.005-05:00

Someone mentioned this song at work the other day. It has a special place in my heart because of Summer 2007. It was my second summer at SIL-UND, and I was taking Package B. In the midst of the most academically difficult times in my life, this song was continually on my heart. I thought of it daily as I walked to and from class. I recognize this was a significant time in my life as the Lord softened my heart toward Bible translation work. I don't remember singing this song much as a kid, so it was surprising when I just couldn't get it out of my head. I felt quite ministered to. The Lord gently pounded this message into my head, particularly the first verse and chorus. Please pray with Josh and and me as we seek to bring the light of His Word to those who do not yet have it in the language of their hearts.

When we walk with the Lord
In the light of His Word
What a glory He sheds on our way!
While we do His good will;

He abides with us still,

And with all who will trust and obey.

Chorus:

Trust and obey,

For there's no other way

To be happy in Jesus,

But to trust and obey.

Not a shadow can rise,
not a cloud in the skies,
But His smile quickly drives it away;
Not a doubt or a fear,
not a sigh or a tear,
Can abide while we trust and obey.

Not a burden we bear,

Not a sorrow we share,

But our toil He doth richly repay;

Not a grief or a loss,

Not a frown or a cross,

But is blest if we trust and obey.

But we never can prove

The delights of His love

Until all on the alter we lay;

For the favour He shows

And the joy He bestows

Are for them who will trust and obey.

Then in fellowship sweet

We will sit at His feet

Or we'll walk by His side in the way;

What He says we will do,

Where He sends we will go;

Never fear, only trust and obey.

You Better Take Squatty Potty 101

2010-07-16T11:58:00.003-05:00

If you don't know what I'm talking about, or have never used one, or have never successfully used one, check this out. It will help you out. You might need it. Squatty potties are moving west. Check out this article my dad just sent me.

Shopping Center Bosses Bow to Muslim Activist and Install New ‘Asian Toilets’… (Daily Mail)

For centuries, the great British loo has been a matter of envy to the rest of the world. Thanks to the efforts of pioneers like the legendary Thomas Crapper, we have long since led the world in comfort and hygiene. Now, however, that could be about to change. For most of us, the squat toilet is nothing more than a staple of horror stories about old-fashioned French service stations or the exploits of adventurous backpackers in far-flung parts of India. But this basic form of plumbing, also known as a Turkish toilet or Nile pan, could be coming to a shopping centre near you – and all in the name of cultural sensitivity.

From next week, shoppers in Rochdale who push open the cubicle door expecting the reassuring sight of a modern, clean lavatory could instead be faced with little more than a hole in the ground. Bosses of the Greater Manchester town’s Exchange mall have installed two as part of an upgrade costing several thousand pounds after attending a cultural awareness course run by a local Muslim community activist.

A familiar sight in parts of the Middle East, and still sometimes seen in France and Italy, the toilets require users to squat above them, rather than sitting. With one in ten of Rochdale’s population of Pakistani or Bangladeshi origin, centre managers say they have been told some members of the local Asian community prefer them for cultural reasons.

If you look up this article and review the comments, you'd think the world is coming to an end. I, on the other hand, think it's a great idea. Having grown up in Bangladesh, I can say with credibility that there are perks to this.

5 Reasons For Squatty Potty Usage (according to me)

You don't have to sit on it. Seriously, we already step in it when people miss. Who hasn't sat on a wet toilet seat in a public bathroom? And no, four squares of TP do not help. You'll never need these.
It's way easier to clean. The toilet and yourself. I think its silly that we take paper, smear, and then treat rashes. Wouldn't you rather give yourself a mini-wash? Refreshing.
It's way green. We're all about going green right? Say goodbye to plumbing issues.
Better for you. I have to admit that my knees don't like the squatting much, but a chiropractor just told me that sitting is terrible for your back. This article said this: "Why do we in the Western World suffer so many cases of colon cancer, constipation, diverticulitis, IBS, prostate/uterine disorders and other diseases that other countries do not? The answer may well be in whether you use a squat toilet or not."
Kid friendly. Though you may think this is debatable, I think a hole is way better for kids. My mom used to stand us up on the porcelain thrones. Way less fun.

To make a fair argument, I must express the negatives I see. First, I already mentioned, it kills the knees. But with the added exercise, maybe I wouldn't such bad knee problems. Second, it's way easier to loss your chapstick. You really have to hold on to your stuff and your clothes. Third, I'm left handed.

Squatty Potties, welcome to the west.

Designate a place outside the camp where you can go to relieve yourself...

as part of your equipment have something to dig with,

and when you (want to) relieve yourself,

dig a hole (in the ground)... and cover up your excrement.

(Deuteronomy 23:12-13)

The Missionary Call

2010-07-15T13:42:00.008-05:00

Thanks to our friend Anna and her cabin, Josh and I were able to get away to Bemidji, MN for a weekend. We took a stack of projects with us, but the most productive thing we did was read and discuss this book: The Missionary Call - by M. David Sills. We've been directing a large portion of our thoughts, discussions, and prayers on what the Lord might have for us next year after Josh graduates.

We asked questions like these:

What is a missionary call? Does everyone have one?
What are the means God uses to call a person?
Is there a difference between a missionary call and an assignment?
What is the purpose of missions?
What does God command and promise regarding missions?

Then we asked questions of ourselves:

What does our missionary call look like?
What are we compassionate about?
What would an assignment look like?

I think some of our finding will be topics for some following blog posts. Stay tuned and comment with your thoughts on a question or two.

In the meantime... I would highly recommend going to Bemidji.

“...to whom I am sending you to open their eyes,

so that they may turn from darkness to light

and from the power of Satan to God,

that they may receive forgiveness of sins

and a place among those who are sanctified by faith in me.”

Acts 26:17b-18

World Maps & Clocks

2010-07-14T13:27:00.003-05:00

Here's a population clock to see lostness growing as the population increases. I wonder how accurate this is. How could anyone ever measure this? Oh well... it's still sobering.

On another note, here's a clock on CO2 emissions, birth rate & death rate simulation. Kinda cool, though I don't agree that global warming "is almost without a doubt the most important issue to face our generation, and quite possibly any generation in history. " And why do they say "almost" and "without a doubt"? Whatever. I think the map is cool.

I love maps and numbers. Have you seen anything like these?

Mamihlapinatapai

2010-07-09T08:54:00.001-05:00

Mamihlapinatapai (sometimes spelled mamihlapinatapei) is a word from the Yaghan language of Tierra del Fuego, listed in The Guinness Book of World Records as the "most succinct word", and is considered one of the hardest words to translate.^[1] It describes "a look shared by two people with each wishing that the other will initiate something that both desire but which neither one wants to start."

The word consists of the reflexive/passive prefix ma- (mam- before a vowel), the root ihlapi (pronounced [iɬapi]), which means to be at a loss as what to do next, the stative suffix -n, an achievement suffix -ata, and the dual suffix -apai, which in composition with the reflexive mam- has a reciprocal sense.

^ Matthews, P. (ed.). 1992. The Guinness Book of Records 1993.

I love linguistics.

OneVerse.org

2010-07-08T16:03:00.000-05:00

This is a practical way to support Bible translation, and you'll get some gorgeous cards!

25 Things You've Just Got to Know

2010-06-04T17:20:00.003-05:00

Someone asked me to email her some favorite stories about my childhood in Bangladesh since she's on her way to work as a missionary in that area of the world. I decided to give here a list of 25 things she needs to know before her departure. Here you have it!

I don't get lice anymore. As a child, it was normal to have lice. You will at some point, probably many times.
I don't see rabid dogs anymore. I still giggle a little when I see people walking their dogs and taking them for car rides. Dogs are dirty mutts, and yes, I've had rabies shots. Twice.
Bones are tough in the USA. You can eat the chicken bones there because of the skinny chickens. My mom did. The marrow is good for you. Don't be surprised to find a chicken comb on your plate. Oh, and cows are skinny.
People don't yell "Sexy!" at me anymore (except for my husband). You will probably get offers of marriage and riches.
Water buffalo hate white people. They'll chase you. No joke.
You've got to go clam hunting at least once in your life. It'll give you a pedicure. Clams are delicious, so are rats.
I've learned staring is rude in the USA. Get used to it there. Oh, and if you see white people, you'll stare too.
Water does not help the burning in your mouth from spicy food. Dairy does. Drink milk, eat yogurt. P.S. Water does help when it gets spiciness your eyes.
Showing your midriff is okay. Showing your ankles is not.
I hope you like rice. Rats taste like dirt.
Pay attention to voiced and voiceless consonants. This is important.
Being fat is beautiful.
If you want to give someone the bird, show them the bottom of your foot. I wouldn't recommend it.
Bartering is essential for survival. Get used to it, and get good at it. They think you're wealthy like Bill Gates.
Leprosy isn't uncommon.
A shawl is a dreadful thing. A shawl is your friend. You must wear it.
You're expected to be or to know a movie star. It wouldn't hurt to meet one before you go, just for a story. Though, it may confirm to them that all westerners are immoral. Prove them wrong.
If you have light skin, people might think that you're a demon or that you bathe in milk.
Don't look for mountains. There aren't any. The same goes for snow.
Electric storms are a common occurrence. Electricity might not be.
Many people have fewer limbs than you.
Pedestrians do not have the right-of-way. The biggest vehicle wins even if it sends the little guy off the cliff. Your car horn acts as your blinker and your "Hey! Get out of my way!" and your "I'm here."
You might want to give up pork.
I've met few in the USA who have come even close to the hospitality you'll find in Bangladesh. They'd cook everything they have, lavish gifts on you, praise you, and then donate all their organs for you (not quite, but close).
Love them, because He loves them. It's not hard.

The Man I Married

2010-05-13T17:17:00.002-05:00

5 Ways We're Preparing for Overseas Missions

2010-04-22T09:50:00.001-05:00

1. Building Prayer Support

We're looking for a strong prayer support base. This group is helping with that.

2. Learning About Global Mission

Josh and I are learning about needs in global missions, praying about them, and discussing them with others. How will we be involved? How are you involved?

3. Developing Skills

Part of overseas ministry is offering our skills to the Lord and to people. We're actively developing these. Josh is finishing a business degree and developing in HR. I'm learning a lot about communications and graphic design.

4. Ministering -- here!

We're praying about when and where to go, but we're also thinking about now. We have been talking about living our lives as if we were sent to Minneapolis as missionaries. Imagine that. This takes intentionality (and courage).

5. Praying

We're praying for those around us and those around the world. Even though we're not among the least reached as we would like to be, there are many who are.

Think about this today:

About a million Druze people are least reached & "open minded." Pray that they'll know the one true God, Jesus Christ! http://ow.ly/1AVm2

Muslims Who Believe in Jesus

2010-04-20T14:56:00.001-05:00

Did you know that there are Muslims who believe in Jesus?

The Ahmadiyya Muslim people living in Pakistan, India, and Bangladesh, believe

"that Jesus, contrary to mainstream Islamic belief, was crucified and survived the four hours on the cross. He was later revived from a swoon in the tomb. Ahmadis believe that Jesus died in Kashmir of old age whilst seeking the Lost Tribes of Israel. Jesus' remains are believed to be entombed in Kashmir under the name Yuz Asaf. Ahmadis believe that Jesus foretold the coming of Muhammad after him, which Christians have misinterpreted." Wikipedia

Please pray for these 154,000 Ahmadiyya/Ahmadi around the world. They are Muslims, rejected by Muslims. They believe Jesus died on the cross, but are confused about who he is. Read a story about an Ahmadi mother and her child discussing Jesus. Pray that Ahmadiayya Muslims will recognize Jesus as their Savior through dreams and visions.

Everybody

2010-04-08T11:10:00.000-05:00

Everybody Video Contest

Holy Week

2010-04-01T09:23:00.005-05:00

It's Maundy Thursday. We use this day in the church to remember the Last Supper of Jesus with His disciples before His death. For those of you who are unfamiliar with Holy Week, here you go.

Palm Sunday (Sunday before Easter): This is to remember Jesus, the Messiah, riding into Jerusalem on a donkey and fulfilling the prophesy.
Maundy Thursday ("Holy Thursday"): This is to remember the Last Supper, the night before Christ's crucifixion.
Good Friday: This is to remember Christ's death for us. He took on our sin at the cross.
Easter: This is to remember the third day after Christ's death when He rose from the dead and had victory over the grave, sin and Satan! Wahoo!

All of this was so you and I can go to Heaven!

And can it be that I should gain
an interest in the Savior's blood!
Died he for me? who caused his pain!
For me? who him to death pursued?
Amazing love! How can it be
that thou, my God, shouldst die for me?
Amazing love! How can it be
that thou, my God, shouldst die for me?

- Charles Wesley

Shine, Jesus, shine!

2010-03-29T11:01:00.001-05:00

Yesterday, Josh and I were at church. The worship songs were decent, but they just didn't grab. You know, the typical - contemporary "me, me, me," "I need, I need, I need." The finale made up for it. Refreshing and inspiring.

Shine, Jesus, shine! Flood the nations!

Join the conversation!

2010-03-26T14:41:00.002-05:00

Lausanne Global Conversation Introduction Video from Lausanne Movement on Vimeo.

Three Kinds of Men

2010-03-16T09:09:00.001-05:00

I’ve been reading Created to be His Help Meet. It’s a fairly opinionated and ultra-conservative book with some outdated language, but I’ve been gleaning some very insightful and helpful thoughts from it.

While being careful not to put Josh (or other men) into an assuming stereotype, I’ve found the author’s (Debi Pearl) “Three Kinds of Men” chapter helpful in understanding and relating to Josh.

Mr. Command

This man is typically a dominant and is born to be a leader (e.g. Winston Churchill, George Patton, Ronald Reagan). He is compared to God the Father. A wife would do well to be his queen, “ruling/leading” at his side, obeying, honoring, and revering.

Mr. Visionary

He is creative and spontaneous shaker, changer, and dreamer (e.g. prophets of the Old Testament, Thomas Edison, the Wright brothers). He is compared to the Holy Spirit. A wife would do well to enjoy the ride with enthusiasm through failures and successes of dreams and visions.

Mr. Steady

He is a caring, providing, and gentle servant. He is compared to Jesus Christ. A wife would do well to express gratitude often and be diligent and productive in tasks alongside her husband.

Each role contains different aspects of God’s character. Most men are dominant in one while having traces of the other two. Josh and I had a helpful discussion last night about the three, and I learned better ways to relate to him and the way God created Him as sort of a Steady Visionary. I’m so excited about our discovery and the way the Lord teaches us each day. Thank you, Lord!

Kids We Love

2010-03-15T09:27:00.002-05:00

Josh and I drove down to Illinois to visit Joe, Mary (my sister), and the kids. We had so much fun with these rascals. (Thanks fam for the great visit!)

Our niece Lily is four going on fifteen. She can carry on a conversation while using words like "actually" and "intelligent." Unbelievable! She takes good care of her little sister and loves to play mommy with here little siblings. She's super excited about kindergarten, a Barbie lunch box, and recess. I was amazed when she was interested in my explaining Communion to her. She just asked Josh and me to be the ring bearer and flower girl in her wedding! We're super excited!
Jacob is three and all boy. He's super excited about having a baby brother "Jakey-Baby." Mary's pregnant! He's relieved that it's not another sister. Hopefully the ultrasound isn't wrong. :) He's super sweet but a terror. He loves to be chased around the hall and living room (A.K.A "the race track"). Wow.

Hannah is one and loves puppies, dolls, and being Lily. She reminds me of myself. She definitely has another world that she spends a lot of her day. She desperately wants to be like Lily. I feel for her since I was a little Mary for half my life. :)

The Mission Exchange... Believe me, you want it.

2010-03-12T11:36:00.003-06:00

I just wanted to share an excellent resource that I and others at WMPL have been utilizing. Every organization and church should be a member of this to benefit from it's rich resources. I've learned more about global mission, web strategy, current news, etc... They're newsletters and webinars are highlights of my week!

http://themissionexchange.org

In Other Words, Welcome...

2010-03-11T08:45:00.003-06:00

Best pick-up line, ever!

(http://www.engrish.com)

Carnivorous Killer Manatees

2010-03-04T17:09:00.008-06:00

I dream practically every time I fall asleep. Whether it's a snooze on the couch or a full night in bed, adventures and thoughts are rattling through my imagination. Just to give you an idea of my thrilling ability to dream...

Last night I laid down to take a 20 minute nap. I had a dream/nightmare that included carnivorous killer manatees swimming in my flooded apartment...
My sister Esther and I were there along with a killer bird that came through a broken window (through which the manitees also must have come). Josh tried to be a conquering hero, naturally, but we didn't stand a chance... so much for a peaceful nap on the couch.

This sort of dream is not uncommon for me. Josh and I frequently wake up to me recalling an adventure we were one, often at great lengths. I keep him entertained.

FYI: Manatees are herbivores.

Prayer - Adapting

2010-03-02T13:38:00.001-06:00

4. Pray for language learning, cultural adjustment and identification with the people we serve.

“Missionaries are given the early and important assignment to . . . acquire the local language and constantly use it, by pursuing a definite course of study; and understanding and appreciating the culture in which they are living.”

(To see first post and description click here.)

Thursdays

2010-02-25T21:35:00.002-06:00

I don't like them much.

Josh goes to class on Thursday nights. I love that he's learning things, but I sure miss him even if it is for one evening a week.

Haiku for the Night:

icky away-ness
helplessly, hopefully, yes...
i am longing him

Prayer - Working Method

2010-02-19T09:19:00.005-06:00

3. Pray that by God’s grace, prayer will remain at the center of our lives and ministries.

“We are a praying ‘league’, a community of men and women who are committed to prayer as a key methodology for advancing the Gospel of Christ. Prayer is the working method of our mission.”

(flickr.com)

(To see first post and description click here.)

No need to explain

2010-02-16T09:16:00.004-06:00

Vince Lombardi

2010-02-09T08:49:00.005-06:00

Probably the greatest football coach in all history, Vince Lombardi (1913-1970) expected dedication and effort and reaped the rewards. He has been honored since in many ways. he Super Bowl trophy was even renamed the Vince Lombardi Trophy!

Although I'm not interested in becoming a hardcore football fan, there are some lessons that I'm learning from Lombardi when I apply his approach to football to my approach to Christianity...

He says "Winning isn't everything; it's the only thing." His single-minded devotion is a pretty amazing testimony of the focus a human being is able to have. What if I put the same effort toward my faith and toward evangelizing? The quote that got me interested about him is this:

"Build for your team a feeling of oneness, of dependence upon one another, and of strength to be derived by unity." - Vince Lombardi

Hello! Isn't that applicable? As the Church, the body of Christ, we should recognize our oneness and be intentional about building it and choosing to depend upon one another.

Another cool point... his vision passed through the generations and his grandson Joe is the New Orleans Saints quarterbacks coach. Neat, huh?

Prayer - Counting the Cost

2010-02-08T12:28:00.001-06:00

2. Pray that we will know the peace of God as we count the cost of discipleship in all humility.

“We understand that this commitment exacts a cost – and we purpose to bear it, by the grace of God. We will ready ourselves for suffering. We will turn away from costly comforts, a larger income, material possessions, and places of personal privilege or honor. We will choose instead to embrace the way of poverty, loss, suffering, and humiliation – whatever it takes to bring the Gospel of Jesus to as many people as possible.

“An underlying principle of life and fruitfulness in the Spirit is the way of the Cross. As the Savior poured out his soul unto death as an offering for sin, so his disciple—indwelt by his Spirit—is likewise poured out in self-giving, sacrifice, and loving service that others might know and believe in him as their Redeemer and Lord.”

(flickr.com)

(To see first post and description click here.)

Boyfriend

2010-02-05T09:35:00.004-06:00

I can't help it! I have to repost my sister Mary's latest blog post. It's a conversation with my nearly 5-year-old niece and 3-year-old nephew. They were just in my wedding. Hahahahaahahah.

Lily: Someday I am going to have a boyfriend.
Jake: No you are not Lily.
Lily: Yes I am Jake. That is the way life works.
Mary: Lily, do you know what a boyfriend is?
Lily: Yes, but I'm not going to tell you.
Mary: Why not?
Lily: Fine...A boyfriend is a boy that loves you.
Mary: What are you going to do when you have a boyfriend?
Lily: I am going to marry him.
Jake: I am going to keep him away.
Mary: Where are you going to put him?
Jake: Under my bed.
Lily: That's not nice Jake.

Prayer - Steadfast Devotion

2010-02-03T12:01:00.008-06:00

Over the past couple weeks, our Personnel Director Chris B. used the Mission Handbook to lead us in prayer, and I would like to share the points with you. These communicate the heart of our (WMPL's) mission, God's mission. Prayer is our heartbeat. I would like to ask and challenge you to go through these with me for ourselves, each other, and more specifically, missionaries with WMPL.

1. Pray that each of us will remain steadfast in devotion to Jesus Christ, living lives worthy of the calling.

“We are committed to the Person and the Cause of Jesus. We believe that committed lives are indispensable for authentic and compelling witness. Missionaries are possessed of an absolute devotion to Jesus Christ. ‘Lead a life worthy of the calling to which you have been called, with all humility and gentleness, with patience, bearing with one another in love, making every effort to maintain the unity of the Spirit in the bond of peace,’ Ephesians 4:1-3.”

(from CreativeCommons)

Commissioned Living & Unity

2010-01-31T20:52:00.003-06:00

During Friday prayer at WMPL, we discussed commissioned living. I'm going to briefly summarize some of the points that were striking for me.

1. What's the difference between willingness and eagerness? Are we willing or eager? Are we standing on the outside and sitting on the inside? But, then again, willingness at times seems to be more surrendered than eagerness. Sometimes they don't have to contradict, and the willingness may simply need an external stimulation like eagerness.

2. Do we have unity, or do we need to create it? This is something that we discussed for our organization, but I also think about it for other areas of my life--marriage, ministry, church, etc. I think it's important to always work at unity, but I often forget to exercise simply recognizing the unity that may already be present. Instead of thinking "Do something to be unified." maybe I should think more "Don't do anything to break the unity." For example, Josh and I are already unified. This takes work yes, but it may be more productive to work on not breaking it rather than striving to find ways to be "unified" in deed (which is also important).

3. There are several characteristics of unity such as similar vision and sense of purpose, but even more importantly, unity must have humility and love. Other characteristics may include openness/acceptance, support, relationship/responding to one another, dependence (giving and taking), confession/forgiveness, embracing, tolerance, respect, understanding/patience, coaching, enthusiasm... One that really stood out to me was dependence. Being one who naturally thinks independently, I've come to understand this a bit differently when it comes under unity. One must choose to depend on another to be unified, I think.

Waffles to Swoon Over

2010-01-22T16:41:00.006-06:00

These are just too good not to share, so here they are...

Brian and Maria's Waffles

Heat waffle maker.

Whisk together:

2 cups all purpose flour

2 tsp. sugar

2 tsp. baking powder

1 tsp. baking soda

1/2 tsp. salt

1 tsp. cinnamon

1/2 tsp. ginger

1/2 tsp. nutmeg

1/4 tsp. cloves

zest of 1 lemon

In a separate bowl, beat until stiff (I use the Kitchen Aid):

2 egg whites

Chop:

about 1 cup fresh or frozen strawberries,

or mixed frozen fruit, or apples, etc.

In a separate bowl or large measuring cup, mix together:

2 cups milk

juice of 1 lemon (this will curdle the milk- not a problem)

1/4 cup canola oil or melted butter

2 egg yolks

1 tsp. vanilla

Add milk mixture to dry ingredients. Whisk carefully, only until combined. Do not over-mix. Batter will have a few small lumps. Mix in fruit. Gently fold in (or whisk in), egg whites just until incorporated. Batter should be light and airy. Bake waffles as directed in the waffle maker instructions. Butter iron between waffles to prevent sticking and to make crispier waffles! Serve with real maple syrup, whipped cream, fresh berries, etc.

Lesson #2 of a New Wife

2010-01-22T08:52:00.006-06:00

I cannot be perfect.

I had a pretty big wake up call last night (and the past couple days) when I tried to make everything perfect. I know this sounds ridiculous, but it seems to be an ongoing struggle. My imperfection is magnified in my eyes so much more now that I'm married. The funny thing is that Josh loves me the most now than he ever has. We are happier now than we have ever been. So even when the food is cold, I break dishes, get lint all over his socks, get behind on dishes, spill wax on our favorite table cloth, sleep in, get impatient, fall asleep during an important conversation, spew water all over him, get frustrated, and so many other things... he still loves me and finds great joy in forgiving me. Isn't it how we are with Christ? The lesson I'm learning is that either I can live in obsessive striving and constant feelings of failure, or I can live in freedom, trusting in the forgiveness of a dear husband. In my faith, I've learned the latter is far more rewarding and encouraging. Why, after all, did Christ sacrifice himself? I strive to please Christ, but rest in his love and forgiveness. Josh doesn't expect any more of me. Freedom.

Lesson #1 of a New Wife

2010-01-14T18:49:00.005-06:00

I'm finishing up my second month of marriage, and I think it's about time to record lessons that I'm learning as a new wife.

I'm completely obsessed.

I think about Josh all day long. Apart from Christ, I've never wanted to please someone as much as I want to please Josh. Paul was right when he wrote I Corinthians 7. A married woman can easily become anxious about pleasing her husband. I'm learning this very quickly. I am also learning that pleasing him is a wonderful thing as long as my motivation is the glory of God. In the beginning God found it to be very good to create man and a companion for him. The primary purpose of our marriage is to be companions for each other and display Christ. Christ desires an incredibly intimate relationship with His bride, the Church, and He longs for His bride to respond with overwhelming obsession for Himself. Since I married Josh, I am understanding this at a whole new level.

http://picsbydan.blogspot.com/

Married!

2010-01-14T18:32:00.004-06:00

I met Josh on February 8, 2009.

He asked me out 5 minutes later.

He asked my dad if he could get to know me 5 days later.

Josh asked me to marry him on September 4, 2009.

Josh and I were married on November 21, 2009.

We've been married for 56 days.

We've never been happier!

Simply loving him/Him!

2009-10-06T11:28:00.006-05:00

I absolutely love mornings. Why? Why would I wake up at 5am? Why would I stomp through the rain to my car and drive to meet someone for two hours before work?

It's easy and an absolute delight! I met Josh this morning at Caribou to read with him and sit with him while he did some schoolwork. It was such a joy. Josh helps me better understand what my mindset should be when I approach the love of my life. Sure, Joshua is my earthly dearest, but my true love is my Savior. Would I wake up while it's still dark to dress up in His favorite skirt, shirt, and makeup (or something like patience, kindness, goodness...) to drive through the rain so I can spend two hours with Him before I start my day?

I have a lot to learn, and my dear sweet Joshua is teaching me (without even know it). It's unbelievable how much the Lord is using Josh to teach me how to love Him by simply loving him.

Pressures

2009-09-30T15:35:00.002-05:00

Josh & I are getting married in 52 days! We're so excited, but we are feeling the pressures of planning. Despite our ever growing to do lists, we are making progress. We've decided on ceremony and reception venues, a photographer, the honeymoon, flowers, some music, the wedding party, etc. We have a lot left to do in the next seven and a half weeks! This weeks big project is the invitations. Finding everyone and making address lists is kind of a nightmare, but it's going to be all worth it when we look into the crowd and see our dear friends and loved ones celebrating alongside us.

Thank you Esther for coming last weekend! Thank you Mom for being here! Please pray for us as we continue planning. Our schedules are packed.

- Moving and unpacking
- Working a new full-time job
- Josh working full-time
- Josh in night school
- Planning a wedding in 2 months
- Maintaining healthy relationships and good communication
- Pre-marital counseling

Josh proposed!

2009-09-21T23:34:00.010-05:00

I'm engaged to Joshua Wagner.

It was an incredible proposal, and you are definitely going to want to read it on The Knot.

You can also read about it in my latest prayer letter or see pictures here.

My life now... as I know it

2009-06-21T17:38:00.005-05:00

Two weeks down and seven to go!!!

WHAT FILLS MY (OUR) DAY

Josh and I have been at SIL-UND for two weeks now, and we're loving it! We're in separate classes during the day, but we're managing to find some time together at meals and doing homework which is pretty much all we do. We eat breakfast and head to class at 8am. Then we meet up for chapel (which is always good!) at 11am and then lunch until 1pm or so. Then when he heads back to class, I either work on homework, nap, or go swimming with kids. My work assignment is swimming for a couple hours three times a week. I know, it's rough. Josh gets to do some nerdy computer stuff for his. Yes, we both LOVE our assignments. Then we meet up again around 4pm and do homework, eat supper, do homework, and do more homework! This lasts until about midnight and then we head to our rooms on separate floors of the same dorm. Sleep is wonderful. Then we're back at it again at around 6 or 6:30am to study and read our Bible together before breakfast. We spend a lot of time together, but we are finding that we have to be intentional about making time to actually talk! We're having so much fun though and we do take time for fun outside of our fun school work. :) We're on the same volleyball team! We have also escaped on walks a few times, once in pouring rain.

CLASSES

I'm taking the Literacy Megacourse and loving it! There is a TON of reading so that keeps me (a slow reader) very busy. I feel like what I'm learning is going to be soooo applicable to whatever I decide to do in life. :) Here are just some titles of articles and chapters that I'm reading this week:

The Nature of Learning (Words or Otherwise)

Development Theories

Information Processing Theories

Results Based Management

The World of Digital Storytelling

The New WWW: Whatever, Whenever, Wherever

Basketballs for Bows and Arrows

A MESSAGE FOR YOU

I know that many of you are still praying for me. This transition has been difficult, but the Lord has been so gracious! I'm learning so much, and I am filled with joy each day as I'm reminded of His leading! Thank you so much for your prayers. Please keep praying for me and Josh as we seek the Lord together and separately. We are trying to follow him and to discern what He has for the our next step(s). I'm sad that I'm not with the Yala people in Nigeria and that they are still waiting for workers to come and help them with Bible translation. BUT, I'm praising the Lord that He is sovereign and all-knowing. I'm so happy that He's called me to continue training and learning from and ministering to those around me NOW. Magnify the Lord with me and be outrageously blessed, dear friends!

Move and "Goodbye"

2009-06-01T13:08:00.002-05:00

I moved! Last week, my parents left for Salinas, CA where my Dad is doing a 11 month internship for seminary. Life is pretty crazy and unpredictable for me right now. I was "supposed to be" in Nigeria, but the Lord changed that. I'm now unemployed, living with my cousins just east of St. Paul, and getting ready to move to ND for 2 months for SIL!

It was a lot of work, but we had a great time my parents into a moving truck :) and me to the Dahl house. This is a couch that was given to Josh and me! We found that it fit 5 comfortably. Kristine, Jeremy, and John were happy to help us out with relaxing during the move. :)

I am so happy that my family loves Josh and that he loves them! They have WAY too much fun!!! Here, Josh and Kristine (my sister of another mother) are pretending to surf on the trailer. Weirdos.

I had a wonderful two and a half years with my parents and brother! I am excited to see what the Lord has in store, but I will miss this beautiful apartment, the swing, and the view of Medicine Lake!

It was hard to say goodbye to them. I am going to miss them so much! I am so excited for them and the opportunity to serve at St. Ansgar's in Salinas! Bless you, dear family.

Waiting, but not waiting...

2009-05-15T12:50:00.003-05:00

The transitions are not done, and I don't really expect them to be. With my life, staying in one place would just be weird. Right now, I am trying to get all my worldly possessions packed up. My parents are moving to California next week. I am sad that they are leaving me, but I am so happy that they are beginning their internship at a wonderful church in beautiful Salinas!

Praise the Lord I'm not homeless! ...for now. I'm hauling my junk to my cousins' house about half an hour away. I'll stay with them until June 6th when I'll be driving up to SIL-UND with Josh. We'll be studying with geeky linguists and playing volleyball and frisbee for two months! Josh is taking Package A, and I am looking forward to taking the Literacy Megacourse. It's going to be valuable training for translation work, and it will also apply toward my M.A. in Dallas at GIAL. Please pray for us as we continue to seek the Lord separately and together for his guidance with how to serve Him.

After SIL, I'm hoping to come back to the Twin Cities to find a job and a place to live. I need to work and save some money before I go back to Dallas to finish my program. God is good, and He ALWAYS provides. His ways are best. Right now, I'm learning that though I'm still waiting to go overseas, this shouldn't be a period of waiting. I, with Josh, am praying for an effective ministry right where He has placed me/us. There are many opportunites, and I am praying to be used somehow for His glory.

Plans are Changing... Again

2009-04-28T21:46:00.013-05:00

Well, my life is changing... AGAIN! About three months ago, I had a few meetings with LBT, and we discussed the details of my assignment. They were uncomfortable with my level of commitment because of my budding courtship. They told me that I needed to commit to more than one term or consider resignation. After several weeks of discussion and prayer, I resigned from LBT. I have not and still do not have peace in commiting to more than one term at this time. Unfortunately there are no short term or home staff options for me so I'm seeking the Lord for the next step. I have sent my last prayer letter which is linked here or on the side under "My Journey." I look forward to serving overseas, Lord willing. I've been waiting to go for about six years, and God is still saying, "Not now."

In the midst of all these changes, I met Joshua at a Wycliffe Bible Translators meeting. This is all pretty exciting AND unexpected. God is doing something BIG! See pictures of us here.

I am hoping to continue working on my master's degree in linguistics by taking the Literacy Megacourse this summer at SIL at the University of North Dakota. This will give me training to be a Literacy Specialist. Josh is also going this summer to begin his studies in linguistics!!! Then, who knows? I have quite a few options... I could finish my M.A. in TX or stay in MN. I would love to finish my degree, but Josh is a fabulous reason to stick around for a while. Hmm... more to come on this story.

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This is a crazy time of unexpected transitions, but He is so good! Thank you for standing with me in prayer.

Bulldozed…or something

2009-03-12T12:01:00.001-05:00

No, I have not fallen off the face of the earth. I have not updated this thing in a while for good reason, or what I like to think are good reasons. Probably the same reasons why I haven’t cleaned my room in four weeks, why my library books are due and I haven’t read them, and why I have stacks of boxes in various parts of the house that need to be sorted and packed.

Reason #1:

My progress updates are on hold. I don’t know what the next step is yet. I still don’t have my visa for Nigeria. Though this isn’t a good reason for the above cleaning and reading issues (that reason is below), it does take a lot of motivation away from packing. I was expecting and hoping to leave for Africa at the end of January, but God has a different plan. This is okay. Actually this is best. He knows best.

Reason #2:

I may not have fallen off the face of the earth, but I have fallen extremely hard for a young man. He’s pretty much the man of the dreams that I haven’t had for a while. I was convinced that I wanted to be the next Mary Slessor or Marilyn Lazlo or Joann Shetler or Amy Charmichael or… you get the idea. I’m learning more about God’s heart and with what He is pleased…what He instituted and planned from the beginning of time. So besides continuing with preparations for Nigeria, I spend nearly every waking moment with this newfound love the Lord has placed in my life… more like this newfound love with which the Lord has surprisingly bulldozed me.

I don’t quite know how God is going to fit everything together. He’s working in my life, and it is very obvious to me that He has a plan in all of this. Even though it is quite frustrating for me, an obsessive planner, I wouldn’t have it any other way. This time of waiting, surrendering, and processing, has taught me extremely valuable lessons.

I still want to go to Nigeria. I am still preparing for translation work with LBT among the Yala people. I still have a desire to honor this commitment, but I am open to the Father’s leading. He knows me. He knows what’s good for me. He knows how my life will honor Him best. I will continue to wait for my visa and prepare for work in Nigeria, but all that I can really do is be a humble, willing, and teachable servant of the Most High King. I can’t even do this without His Spirit. I’m still learning about this.

This passage has been an encouragement to Josh (the dreamboat mentioned above) and me as we seek Him, our Shepherd. He knows us, and we want to know Him more. A beautiful version of this passage is sung by a friend of mine here.

PSALM 139

¹ O LORD, you have searched me
and you know me.

² You know when I sit and when I rise;
you perceive my thoughts from afar.

³ You discern my going out and my lying down;
you are familiar with all my ways.

⁴ Before a word is on my tongue
you know it completely, O LORD.

⁵ You hem me in—behind and before;
you have laid your hand upon me.

⁶ Such knowledge is too wonderful for me,
too lofty for me to attain.

⁷ Where can I go from your Spirit?
Where can I flee from your presence?

⁸ If I go up to the heavens, you are there;
if I make my bed in the depths, you are there.

⁹ If I rise on the wings of the dawn,
if I settle on the far side of the sea,

¹⁰ even there your hand will guide me,
your right hand will hold me fast.

¹¹ If I say, "Surely the darkness will hide me
and the light become night around me,"

¹² even the darkness will not be dark to you;
the night will shine like the day,
for darkness is as light to you.

¹³ For you created my inmost being;
you knit me together in my mother's womb.

¹⁴ I praise you because I am fearfully and wonderfully made;
your works are wonderful,
I know that full well.

¹⁵ My frame was not hidden from you
when I was made in the secret place.
When I was woven together in the depths of the earth,

¹⁶ your eyes saw my unformed body.
       All the days ordained for me
       were written in your book
       before one of them came to be.

¹⁷ How precious to me are your thoughts, O God!
How vast is the sum of them!

¹⁸ Were I to count them,
       they would outnumber the grains of sand.
       When I awake,
       I am still with you.

¹⁹ If only you would slay the wicked, O God!
Away from me, you bloodthirsty men!

²⁰ They speak of you with evil intent;
your adversaries misuse your name.

²¹ Do I not hate those who hate you, O LORD,
and abhor those who rise up against you?

²² I have nothing but hatred for them;
I count them my enemies.

²³ Search me, O God, and know my heart;
test me and know my anxious thoughts.

²⁴ See if there is any offensive way in me,
and lead me in the way everlasting.

Unexpected delays!

2009-02-27T17:52:00.003-06:00

Dear loved ones and prayer warriors,

Thank you so much for standing with me in prayer. I am looking forward to living among the Yala people in Nigeria for the next two and half years, Lord willing!

DEPARTURE UPDATE: I still do not have my visa. LBT (Lutheran Bible Translators), the organization with which I’m working, hopes that the paperwork will come through this next week so I can buy my ticket for the end of March. The Lord’s timing is perfect. I am confident in this, but it would be nice to know when I’m leaving and how to plan. I have lists to make. Please pray for my visa, for wisdom in packing, and for comfort through goodbyes.

GOIN’ COURTIN’: The Lord surprisingly introduced me to a very admirable young man this month, and we are now courting with the blessing of both our parents! His name is Joshua Wagner. I met him at a Bible translation meeting; he’s hoping to begin linguistic study this summer. He is on fire for the Lord and has an incredible heart for the lost. I am amazed that God has given Josh a peace and desire to pursue this relationship and to wait for me to return from Africa. It is very obvious that this is the Lord’s hand, and we look forward to seeing what God has in store. Who knows? This may be the reason for the strange delays in my departure. Please pray that the Lord guides us and draws us to Himself more through each other.

PROTECTION: Please pray for protection for me. Going as a single missionary brings its dangers. Please pray for me, my family, and LBT as we seek God’s wisdom in how to heed warnings. Please pray specifically against rape, AIDS, kidnap, and abuse and that the Lord will provide a hedge of protection through a Yala family in my village. I have been encouraged this month by the Moses’ testimony of the way God delivered the Israelites. In Exodus 14, Moses said to the people,

“Do not be afraid. Stand firm and you will see the deliverance the LORD will bring you today. The Egyptians you see today you will never see again. The LORD will fight for you; you need only to be still.”

May the Lord bless you outrageously as you continue to know and serve Him more! You are a blessing to me, and I could not have gotten to where I am without you. I need you!
Click here for my February letter.

Abiding in His love,
Ruthie

10 Lessons from The Heavenly Man

2009-02-07T21:52:00.002-06:00

I just finished reading The Heavenly Man: the remarkable true story of Chinese Christian Brother Yun. What an incredible book! I would highly recommend it! It’s a biography, and I LOVE biographies because I feel like I’m living through the person and learning the lessons that they learned. Yun’s story especially struck me because of his intense and unwavering dedication to truly know and serve God. His attitude toward the Word and his desire to internalize it through memorization is inspiring. These are ten lessons that stood out to me:

10. Ministry can become an idol: “Ministry had become an idol. Working for God had taken the place of loving God. I hid my condition from those who prayed for me and carried on in my own strength, until God decided to intervene in his mercy and love” (p. 198).

“I realized again that I was a labourer who worked without real peace from the Lord. I love doing things for the Lord so much that it had become my security and my source of joy. God wanted to remove this idol from my life” (p. 267).

9. ANYONE can burnout: “The Lord God jealously desires us for himself. He is the lover of our souls. If we ever put anything before our relationship with Jesus—even our work for Jesus—then we will be ensnared. If you are burned out, stop! Rest! Your lamp needs a constant infilling of the Lord’s oil or your light will be snuffed out” (p. 199).

8. Persecution will come: “When God is blessing us, the devil is always active, doing his best to try to stop the advance of the kingdom of God” (p. 232).

“Don’t pray for the persecution to stop! We shouldn’t pray for a lighter load to carry, but a stronger back to endure! Then the world will see that God is with us, empowering us to live in a way that reflects his love and power. This is true freedom!” (p. 287)

7. Gospel spreading needs to happen at home and abroad simultaneously: “If we stay in one place and refuse to advance until we’ve completely finished the job there, we’ll never be able to impact the world with the gospel. Surely God’s way is for us to be winning our home at the same time as we’re sending new workers to the ends of the earth! Believe me, our vision to reach the world does not mean we’ll stop or slow down our efforts to reach all of China with the gospel! The two will take place hand-in-hand” (p. 288).

6. See revival: “There’s always something to keep us on the run, and it’s very difficult to sleep while you’re running. If persecution stops, I fear we’ll become complacent and fall asleep…The pursuit of more possessions will never bring revival…The first thing needed for revival to return to your churches is the Word of the Lord. God’s Word is missing…Not only is knowledge of God’s Word missing, but obedience to that Word. There’s not much action taking place” (p. 296).

5. Keep your eyes on Jesus and know him: “We don’t keep our eyes on the signs and wonders; we keep our eyes on Jesus” (p. 300).

“Slowly I began to understand he had a deeper purpose for me than just working for him. He wanted to know me, and I to know him, deeply and intimately” (p. 313).

“Never be satisfied with God’s calling or his gifts in your life. Be satisfied with Jesus Christ himself!” (p. 318)

Brother Yun emphasized numerous times the utmost importance of memorizing entire books of the Bible!

4. There is time for everything: “Before a chicken is hatched it is vital it is kept in the warm protection of the shell for 21 days. If you take the chick out of that environment one day too early, it will die. Similarly, ducks need to remain confined in their shell for 28 days before they are hatched. If you take a duck out on the 27th day, it will die” (p. 313).

3. Do not fear man: “The world can do nothing to a Christian who has no fear of man” (p. 313).

“Those Christians who have a public ministry are most in danger of falling into trouble, because they can easily be tempted to listen to the applause and praise of men. If you are a preacher, beware! You must cry out and ask God to help you listen only to his voice, not to the crowds of people who pat you on the back and place you on a pedestal. God’s principles are often the opposite of our own. While we hope people will like and accept us, Jesus taught, ‘Woe to you when all men speak well of you.’ Luke 6:26” (p. 317).

2. Lose your life: “I have found the Christian life is not glamorous to the flesh. When a little seed is put into the ground it is not comfortable. It lies in the dark isolation of rough soil for months, suffers in the frozen ground of winter and the heat of summer, and is even covered with stinking manure and fertiliser. Only after it has silently endured all these trials is the seed ready to spring to life and produce a harvest that will feed many” (p. 338). Also see John 12:24-25.

1. Display freedom: “When you’ve been set free, you should act like it!” (p. 339)

The mission & a prayer request

2009-01-29T22:43:00.001-06:00

Tonight my mind is full and my heart is heavy.

I went to a mission meeting at the Bible school that I went to in 2003-2005. This meeting was almost identical to one I was at 5 years ago. Many of my thoughts were the same from both times. God is faithful. There are people across the street and around the world that need to hear about Jesus. To love the Lord our God is the heartbeat of the mission (see lyrics for Steve Green's "The Mission"). I have sworn to dedicate my life to this mission: to live responsibly, deepen my devotion to the cross at any price, and to testify to the Gospel of God's grace.

Today, someone very dear to me called. He said that I shouldn't go to Africa. I told him that there are people in Nigeria that need to hear about Jesus. He said, "There are people here that need to know about Jesus." He is not a Christian.

I could not go if I wasn't confident that many of you are here in the United States telling people about Jesus. Thank you.

URGENT PRAYER REQUEST:
My co-workers and mentors have postponed their departure for Nigeria. Their daughter-in-law is pregnant with conjoined twins. They share all organs except their hearts. Please pray for a miracle! My heart is heavy for them. They are supposed to be the nearest (30 minutes away) missionaries to where I hope to be in Nigeria. I don't know how this will effect my assignment yet. I still hope to leave around the first week of March. Please pray for them and the babies!

Prayer

2009-01-28T14:04:00.002-06:00

O God whose will conquers all,

There is no comfort in anything

apart from enjoying thee

and being engaged in thy service;

Thou art All in all, and all enjoyments are what to me

thou makest them, and no more.

I am well pleased with thy will, whatever it is,

or should be in all respects,

And if thou bidst me decide for myself in any affair

I would choose to refer all to thee,

for thou are infinitely wise and cannot do amiss,

as I am in danger of doing.

I rejoice to think that all things are at thy disposal,

and it delights me to leave them there….

I can of myself do nothing to glorify thy blessed name,

but I can through grace cheerfully surrender soul

and body to thee.

-From The Valley of Vision: A Collection

of Puritan Prayers and Devotion

Picture taken by Mary

Goodies

2009-01-22T16:05:00.002-06:00

These are just some of the goodies we had at the commissioning service. Thank you to all who helped make it a wonderful night!

Packing

2009-01-20T11:36:00.002-06:00

As a child, I was worried about whether my paper dolls and stickers made it into the suitcase each time my family made a trip to or from Bangladesh. Now as an adult, I'm frantically making my packing list for the next few years of my life in a village home in southern Nigeria. My dolls have been replaced by Greek lexicons, grammars, and malaria medication. When everything is so readily available here in the United States, it is difficult to think of my potential "needs." I just bought a year's supply of contacts, many bottles of contact solution, and a spare pair of glasses. My Christmas presents were mostly kitchen supplies. I was also given two solar ovens and some medical supplies! I still have to purchase a motorcycle helmet and a water filter. The difficult part is this: How am I going to pack everything into three suitcases that can only be fifty pounds each! Please pray for me that I will know how to pack wisely.

Commissioning

2009-01-20T11:21:00.003-06:00

I was commissioned for missionary service in Nigeria with Lutheran Bible Translators (LBT) on Sunday, 18 January 2009 at Hope Lutheran Church in Minneapolis, Minnesota. The service was beautiful, and I was in tears the entire time. Pastor Tom Brock was the officiant and Dr. Marshall Gillam, Executive Director of LBT, gave the message. We sang I Love to Tell the Story; We've a Story to Tell to the Nations; Hark, the Voice of Jesus Calling; and O Zion, Haste, Thy Mission High Fulfilling. Pastor Brock asked me, "Will you, trusting in God's care, seek to grow in love for those you serve, strive for excellence in your skills, and adorn the Gospel of Jesus Christ with a holy life?" I was only able to respond positively because I KNOW that this is the Lord's work and I am merely His servant. I am so excited to learn and to be used. I hope to leave for Nigeria at the beginning of March. My first term is two and a half years. Please pray with me for the Yala people and those working in translation among them.

20 Things You Didn't Know About Me

2009-01-08T19:38:00.002-06:00

1. I'm left-handed.

2. I've met Mother Theresa.

3. I've been attacked by a rabid dog and had 2 series of rabies' shots in the stomach.

4. An elephant pooped on my porch.

5. I've lived in LA, Minneapolis/St. Paul, and Dallas.

6. I've been stung by a jellyfish in Florida.

7. I grew up with servants.

8. I got 2 high school diplomas and graduated at 16.

9. I've had surgeries on both knees.

10. I've studied dozens of languages but only speak one fluently.

11. I was on an international flight before the age of one.

12. I've attended four post high school schools and am half way through an MA.

13. I've driven over 15,000 miles by myself in less than 6 months.

14. I can't eat animals that look like themselves on a plate.

15. I love playing the piano and want to learn how to play the guitar.

16. I love whistling.

17. I absolutely love waitressing.

18. I want several kids (if any).

19. I've had at least 9 roommates (not including short-term or housemates).

20. I have white hair.

Everett

2008-12-27T18:42:00.004-06:00

I know many of you have been praying for my dear friend, Everett. Thank you. His suffering from Ewing's Sarcoma is now over. He passed away early this morning. Please continue to pray for his family and friends as they grieve this loss. Everett was a very dear friend of mine, but I hold tight to this: "He gives and takes away. Blessed be the name of the LORD!"

Going Single

2008-12-23T17:31:00.003-06:00

"Be assured, there is nothing spiritual whatsoever about trying to ignore one's emotional needs and 'just live by faith' instead. To deny one's needs in a vain attempt to live above them is a sure way to become enslaved to one's needs, to become controlled by them, to be need-driven rather than faith-driven. Having emotional needs is not the antithesis of faith nor is the absence of needs the hallmark of a godly saint." -Graybill

I have been working my way through a paper called the Emotional Needs of Women on the Mission Field. Honestly, this is kind of a big deal for me because I teld to plow through life and ignore my "emotional needs." Since I'm about a month away from departure, Lord willing, it's very important that I acknowledge and address these needs. Studies have said that single women have a very difficult time "thriving" on the field, more so than single men or married individuals. I have no idea what struggles I will face, but I have been warned of being lonely, perfectionism, being a workaholic, burning out, etc. This paper addresses many of these potential issues. It is long, but can be helpful for many types of people.

*Single women missionaries like me

*Married women missionaries

*Friends and spouses working with women

*Pray-ers and supporters who want to know how to relate/pray

"Perhaps the greatest need--and callenge--for singles is that of learning to function as a "solo" on the mission field...a single woman does not carry her support system with her to the mission field. She has left family behind and goes totally alone to establish a new life."

Just being an auntie

2008-12-19T12:00:00.007-06:00

I spoke at a church in Illinois last Sunday. Since I had a meeting on Thursday (today) in Illinois as well, I decided to spend a few days at my sis' and bro's. It was so much fun to play with the kids and meet Hannah for the first time. Mary and I had some adventures in the snow, but we're still alive. Here's little Hannah Leigh.

Is this a sign of a rough week?

2008-12-11T16:50:00.001-06:00

beep beep behind me

what can't open a house door?

car dis-alarm-er

Yes, this happened today. I stood at my front door, went to open it, and heard a beep beep beep beep behind me. Yes, you guessed it. My spirits are high enough though that I did let out a little giggle. Please pray for my sanity level. It's been neglected for insanity. I'm staying awake at night with thoughts like "How much contact solution do I need to take to last 3 years?!" This may be serious.

Impressions

2008-12-09T12:34:00.001-06:00

unbearable beast

yet beloved child i am

unfathomable

A dear friend reminded me of this incredible truth. When I am tempted to put my trust in others' impressions of me, this will continue to be a reminder. Before God, I am both, and His love matters infinitely more than others' incomplete impressions.

These words are credited to my unnamed friend.

Invitation

2008-12-05T16:50:00.002-06:00

I received a letter yesterday with the above letterhead. It was an invitation from the President of the Lutheran Church of Nigeria to be a Language Development Adviser. The office, Nigeria LBT missionaries, and I have been working through the details of my assignment. It is definitely becoming more "real" as I prepare and begin communicating with the nationals in Nigeria.

I've been checking things off my "to do" list, but I end up putting a few more things to do on the list for each one I take off. Aargh.

This weekend I'll be sharing at a church in Fargo. I've been looking forward to this for quite a while. I pray that the awareness of the need for Bible translation would spread. Please pray that God will be honored at this and other upcoming meetings.

Within this next week I will be staying in 4 (possibly 5) different states!

I have gotten to know my car VERY well.

Violence in Nigeria

2008-12-01T20:46:00.002-06:00

If you've been paying attention to the news, you've probably heard about the riots in Jos, Nigeria due to local election results.

"Soldiers recently wrested control of the streets from armed Christian and Muslim gangs that had roamed the city, in the worst religious violence Nigeria has seen in four years." -NY TIMES

I have co-workers living in this city, and it is a city I will be visiting often while in Nigeria. Please pray for peace there and for the entire country. The country is divided religiously between Muslims and Christians (and animists). Several hundred have been slaughtered by both Muslims and Christians. Homes, churches, and mosques have been burned. Thousands are seeking refuge.

Some have asked me how this affects my upcoming assignment.

I don't know yet.

Please pray that I will be able to leave in January for my first term. Please pray for the nationals and expats working to make the Scriptures available in the languages of the people. There are over 5-600 languages there. Also pray for the Nigerian people who have suffered greatly from these riots and from the unrest in the south due to oil.

Haiku?

2008-11-28T18:32:00.001-06:00

I'm multitasking and going nuts. I have two months left before my world is drastically changed. My friend Rachel introduced me one of her stress-relieving tactics. These are my first attempts at writing haiku.

sitting with daddy

wondering what to do next

i am going nuts

I have to pack, get rid of most of my things, and think about what to do with clothes, papers, letters, pictures, and junk. Trash? Scrapbook? Good will? Who has time for that?

season changing so

please come with me, oh few things

worldly possessions

malaria pills

coming my way ev'ry month

do i have enough?

call-ed? what am i

obedient and or insane?

oh father, help me

what am i thinking?

living a life worthy is

quite impossible (Ephesians 4:1)

grace, it is enough

for me to live always on

thank you, King, you know

Prefield Counseling

2008-11-19T23:10:00.002-06:00

I have been depending too much on myself. I'm trying to be as prepared as possible to live in a remote village and to work with the Yala people so they will have and internalize the WORD of GOD. Recently, I was struck. I've been preparing academically, physically, financially, medically, spiritually, mentally, emotionally, etc. This week I feel the Lord told me, "My turn." I don't quite know what this means, but I'm praying. Last night, as I was thinking about it, something bizarre popped into my head. Premarital counseling. No, I'm not anywhere close to getting such a thing.

Okay, so this is still pretty confusing in my mind, so I can't imagine what you readers are thinking. Think about what I'm saying, and feel free to respond. I feel like I am entering a season of refining. I pray that I will be like the clay in the Potter's hands as described in Jeremiah 18 and by my friend here. Is it a coincidence that the idea behind premarital counseling popped into my mind right after I felt like God was say that it was His turn to prepare me?

What is the purpose of the counseling?

It is to help insure that your love and the commitment you are making are protected in ways that help them flourish and grow. What is the purpose for the commitment? What are the good things, the bad things, the hopes, the dreams, the expectations, the potential disappointments, the personal goals? Counseling offers the opportunity to explore and evaluate prayerfully the commitment and situation in a relatively safe and constructive environment. It is primarily done to help prepare for a new season of life.

After analyzing this with my overly logical and practical mind, I have come to the conclusion that I need this. I don't admit to needing a lot, but why on earth would "premarital counseling" pop into my head after I sensed that Lord saying that it was His turn to train me?!?! I am going to a new season of my life by committing to the ministry of Bible translation in Africa, and I'm going to keep praying about the idea of getting counseling for many of the same reasons for premarital counseling. I need to remember my calling, and be intentional with striving to live a life worthy of this calling (Ephesians 4:1).

Thoughts?

Teach Me to Pray

2008-11-16T21:45:00.006-06:00

Teach Me to Pray (Albert S. Reitz)

1. Teach me to pray, Lord, teach me to pray; This is my heart-cry, day unto day. I long to know Thy will and Thy way; Teach me to pray, Lord, teach me to pray.

Refrain--Living in Thee, Lord, and Thou in me, constant abiding, this is my plea; Grant me Thy power, boundless and free, Power with men and power with Thee.

2. Power in prayer, Lord, power in prayer! Here 'mid earth's sin and sorrow and care, Men lost and dying, souls in despair, O give me power, power in prayer!

Refrain

3. My weakened will, Lord, thou canst renew; My sinful nature Thou canst subdue. Fill me just now with power anew, Power to pray and power to do!

Refrain

4. Teach me to pray, Lord, teach me to pray; Thou art my pattern day unto day. Thou art my surety, now and for aye; Teach me to pray, Lord, teach me to pray.

Refrain

Cancer

2008-11-15T12:43:00.001-06:00

Why?

I don't understand.

Over a year ago my dear friend Everett was diagnosed with Ewing's Sarcoma--cancer in his left pelvic bone.

Last night I found out that he has mets to the spine, legs, arm, and skull. He's 23.

Some months ago I saw him in Houston. Click here.

He said, "Ruthie, this cancer has been a gift in a way."

I hope so.

May God be glorified.

Partnership Development

2008-11-11T18:10:00.002-06:00

I have a few thousand miles of here and there driving, but my big trip is done. I am based at my parents' for the next couple months.

Montana Musings

2008-11-07T16:07:00.001-06:00

With a population of about a million, it has a quarter of the population of the CITY of LA, where I spent a good chunk of my life.

I stayed in Kalispell (14,000). Ya, Kalispell is considered a big city by Montanans (?). It is beautiful, and I wouldn't mind spending some vacations there. Besides, it is the location of some very dear friends. I had a wonderful time!!!

Then I went to Big Sandy (700). Some of my cousins live here, and I've been having a blast in this tiny little town. I checked out their museum, crawled inside of a teepee, and gave thanks for all those who have walked before us.

Then I gave some candy to some kids with my cousins.

I visited the Big Sandy Jail and thought about my future latrine situation.

I saw the decision point for Lewis and Clark. Sometimes life is like that. You don't really know which way to go, but you make the most logical decision and pray for the best.

Then I checked out Fort Benton.

Then a horse came to visit the my cousins' house. So I rode him.

Man, I never know what kind of adventure I'm going to have next. I love life. Next stop... North Dakota!

October Letter

2008-11-01T12:17:00.004-05:00

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On the job training

2008-11-01T12:11:00.001-05:00

I'm often focused on the lessons to be learned that I overlook the lessons I am learning right now. Recently I have been fighting some very real doubts and fears. As I travel by myself around the country, Satan has loved to try to make me believe that I am alone. I have been learning to surrender these moments to the Lord and to focus on his love and faithfulness. I have quite an active imagination. When people ask me why I'm going alone and why I seem to be so brave, they have no idea of the challenge they are addressing. It's easy for me to say the Lord is with me, and I am doing my best to be obedient. Though this is true, I struggle. Many nights I ask the Lord to help me conquer this fear and to surround me with his angels. He does. I'm reminded of Paul who said,

"An now, compelled by the Spirit, I am going to Jerusalem, not knowing what will happen to me there. I only know that in every city the Holy Spirit warms me that prison and hardships are facing me. However I consider my life worth nothing to me, if only I may finish the race and complete the task the Lord Jesus has given me--the task of testifying to the gospel of God's grace." Acts 20:22-24

Yes, hardships are facing me wherever I go--Oregon, Montana, or Nigeria. I know this. Remember, this is true for all who are battling for the Lord. We have an enemy who's actively searching for ways to destroy us. Don't forget that! He is constantly trying to deceive us, but we have a God who is infinitely more powerful and infinitely more loving. Good thing we (hopefully you) are on the right side, huh?

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I'm still on the road. I left Kalispell, MT this week. I had a wonderful time there. It was hard to say goodbye to friends for 3 years! The top picture is of my friend Jen who lives there. She's quite a kindred spirit I'd say. The bottom pics are of me on the road and living out of my car. It's actually pretty fun most of the time.

The Farm

2008-10-23T16:42:00.001-05:00

I spent a few days at my great aunt and uncle's farm in eastern Oregon. I had a great time watching a second cousin go fishing, riding a horse, talking about farm things, speaking at their church, making a visit to Washington, and visiting with an incredibly loving and encouraging family.

The Falls

2008-10-23T16:38:00.001-05:00

I left my uncle's in Gaston, Oregon and headed east. I stopped at Multnomah Falls. I was looking up at the beautiful falls, and decided to climb to the top. I was there very early so I sat up at the top reading until started showing up. I climbed back down and continued on my journey. While I was sitting at the top, I read Ephesians 4. This is about the unity in the body of Christ. "I urge you to live a life worthy of the calling you have received." What a challenge!

The Garden

2008-10-22T16:04:00.001-05:00

I spent a few days at my uncle's place near Portland. He's out in the boonies. I didn't have Internet or phone reception for a few days. It was wonderful practice for the village. I did stress a bit about the unseen incoming emails which may have been about speaking engagements and things, but I was grateful for a "vacation." His camper is parked on his girlfriend's property, and he's transformed the place into a spectacular garden. This incredible uncle of mine is a Vietnam Vet and has been battling skin cancer for over 20 years. He does genealogy and landscaping in his spare time to keep active. I learned a great deal these past few days. He's got the family line all the way back to 1140!! Our family is NOT related to Robert E. Lee after all. Oh, and I've got some French. Would've thunk?

I had a wonderful time going to the Oregon coast, seeing Tilamook Cheese factory, and hanging with family.

Was California, am Oregon, will be Montana

2008-10-14T21:50:00.001-05:00

I finished my adventures in California. I've put over 5,000 miles on my car and have driven through 9 states in less than 2 months. I'm in Bend, Oregon \visiting one of my best friends from high school and a good friend from linguistic school in ND. It just so happened that they both moved to this beautiful city! I'm going to Portland area tomorrow for a few days and then on to NE Oregon before I make my way through Montana. It's kind of crazy, but I'm having tons of fun!!! Here are some things that I've enjoyed in recent travels. You know, the little things other than living out of my car and getting to know gas stations pretty well.

1. Yogurt! This is a wonderful substitute for my ice cream weakness. It's delicious and good for you. I went with some cousins and got a beauty just like this.

2. Baseball. I've discovered a very strong like for the game. My baseball knowledge has grown significantly, and I've been following the playoffs very closely. I've almost peed my pants a couple times, and I've come close to crying.

3. Dogs. As some of you know... I haven't always loved the creatures. Do you blame a girl who's been attacked a couple times and has had a couple series of rabies' shots? Well, I'm convinced that I want to get a dog when I get to Nigeria. I love them when I'm not scared of them.

4. My car. Don't get me wrong... I loved my little Pontiac. BUT when I get 36-40 mpg, I learn to really appreciate my little Corolla. (I think the Lord's multiplying my gas.)

5. Paper clamps. These things are so handy! Not only do they hold stacks of paper together, but also missionary style display boards!

6. Chacos. This item has come up on multiple missionary blogs for a reason. They have become nearly permanent fixtures on my feet. Unfortunately, I'm driving toward the frozen tundra.

7. The Church. I love it. I am referring to the body of members. We are all part of the body (I Cor 12:12). This has become especially important to me as I've been speaking in dozens of churches around the country.

8. Paint. It is so wonderful to do, especially after a long day of speaking/visiting.

9. The Coast. I love the West Coast with it's sun and beaches, but I do miss my Midwest fall leaves. Don't worry MN, I'm on my way back.

10. Pho. I had it twice in San Francisco!! It made me miss Dallas and friends (the last time I had it).

11. Speaking. I know this is dreaded my many if not most missionaries, but I'm loving it!!! I love going to the different churches and groups and telling them about the ministry and about Bible translation (sometimes for the first time)!

12. Africa. I'm learning more about it, and I'm excited to finally go in just a few months, Lord willing. I'm looking forward to meeting the learning about the Yala people of Nigeria.

Suspicious Behavior

2008-10-06T01:26:00.001-05:00

Suspect last seen riding around Fresno, CA. She was wearing a leather jacket and helmet and was riding this after dark.

I just had my first lesson! I likely will be riding a motorcycle/dirt bike when I get to Nigeria, so I figured it wouldn't hurt to get a few lessons in before I go in a few months. My first lesson was given by a cousin in Fresno! Thank you, Steven!!!

Just some feelings

2008-10-03T17:17:00.001-05:00

Recently, I've been posting several "happenings" throughout my travels. I haven't really written about my thoughts during these adventures. Ironically, I feel very separated from emotion... almost callous. I don't know how to feel, and I've begun to look at everything very logically. My dad often points out that my favorite phrase is "It's just the way it is." Many things happen completely out of my control, and there's no sense worrying about these things. At least this is the way I've been feeling.

Especially over the past couple months, I've felt a few years older. This may make some of you laugh because I'm always the baby wherever I go. I'm only 22, but I feel like I gained some years along the way.

I've been traveling around the country, attending meetings, speaking in front of hundreds (adding up to thousands) of people, and preparing to make an enormous change in my life. My thoughts have shifted to visas, passports, packing lists, airplane tickets, solar panels, modes of transportation, language learning strategies, water purification methods, budgets, insurance, and such things. Sometimes I just want to stop, color, and climb a tree.

At times I feel very alone in my journey especially when the first thing many people ask is "Why are you going alone?" or "How are you going to bear the loneliness?" This honesty feels harsh at times, but I'm grateful for it because of the reminder it brings:

I am not alone.

Hundreds of people around the country have committed to supporting me prayerfully. I sense these prayers and the presence of my everpresent Father. I may be young and naive, but I often wonder why I should fear as many expect me to do. Yes, I am moving to a foreign country where I don't know the people or language to live in a rural village half an hour from my co-workers. For some strange reason, I have great comfort and peace through all of this. I feel secure in my calling and confident in my leader who is also my Savior.

I just began reading Joshua this week. In the midst of the devastating death of Moses and the transitions Israel was going through, the Lord tells Joshua,

"Be strong and very courageous. Be careful to obey all the law my servant Moses gave you; do not turn from it to the right or to the left, that you may be successful wherever you go.

Do not let this Book of the Law depart from your mouth; meditate on it day and night, so that you may be careful to do everything written in it. Then you will be prosperous and successful.

Have I not commanded you? Be strong and courageous. Do not be terrified; do not be discouraged, for the LORD your God will be with you wherever you go."

Don't we serve an incredibly understanding God? I love Him.

BOX SEATS!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-10-01T22:26:00.001-05:00

Giants vs Dodgers last Saturday! It really can't get any better than this. This is for my brother-in-law, Joe, the greatest Giants fan who has ever lived. Oops. I'm a little sorry about the cap...not very. I had a wonderful night thanks to my godfather/cousin and godsisters. They are pretty hardcore Dodger fans. Their cat's name is even Dodger. I'm a decent fan. Besides, how else can I drive my dear brother nuts? :) Love you guys!

I am.

2008-09-19T21:46:00.001-05:00

When I'm emotional I tend to do one of three things: talk, play the piano, or draw. Today, my heart has been quite heavy for a dear childhood friend who is battling for his life against cancer. He's going to be twenty-three next week. Please lift him and his family up in prayer.

WAHOO!!!!!!!!!

2008-09-13T13:48:00.001-05:00

Here are the top 3 reasons to "WAHOO!" in my life right now.

3. Last night the Angels prevailed over the Mariners 5-3 on catcher Napoli's two-out, two-run homer off Batista in the ninth inning! AND---I was there!!! (Shh... I wore a Twins shirt to bed. I feel so torn.) It was a great night and a huge reason to "wahoo" because I was doing that all night.

2. My sister Esther and I have been bonding. She's been showing me the spots in LA. For example, we went to a coffee shop that is called "The Pig" and looks like a forest inside. I've been going to her Bible study way down in San Pedro, and we went to the game last night. She is a huge reason to "wahoo."

And the top reason is........

1. I'M AN AUNTIE!!!!!!!!

Again. Hannah Dapelo was born this morning at 7:04. She was 6lbs and 18''. She was a few weeks early and there were some complications, but God is so good and gracious! Lots of people were praying. You can read about it on my sister's and bro-in-law's blog www.dapelofamily.blogspot.com

Congratulations go to parents (Joe & Mary), siblings (Lily & Jacob), godparents (Esther, David, & Rachel), grandparents (so many), and all! Welcome to the world little one. May you grow up to be a beautiful woman of our wonderful Lord! WAHOOOOOOOOOOO!

Letter from some guy

2008-09-11T00:40:00.003-05:00

I've been posting way more than usual, but I'm kind of on vacation in the midst of my hectic speaking schedule. Besides, I read a fantastic letter, and I've got to share it.

So there’s this guy who went on this missionary journey back in the day, kinda like what I’m about to do…except this was his third. He wrote this incredible letter. I’m going to plagiarize a bit because there’s no way that I can put it better than he can. Basically the letter was urging me to stop conforming to what the world is doing and to revamp my mind in order to be transformed. This way, I will be able to test and approve God’s will which is always good, pleasing, and perfect. Praise the Lord for that! The letter also reminded me that I’m not walking alone. There are so many people who are following God, and we are all working together like body parts do in a body. We’ve all got different gifts, and we should encourage each other to use these gifts. Even in Nigeria, I’m going to be part of that body. He wrote about love. Hate evil, love good. Be joyful in hope, patient in affliction, faithful in prayer. I needed to hear these things … several times I guess, because people keep reading this letter to me all over the place.

Anyways, this letter is so convicting and encouraging. Let me know what you think of the concept “Living Sacrifice”—pretty profound, eh?
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Prayer pleas(e):

1. Travels: I left MN in Aug and I’ve shared in 4 churches, a school, and a few small groups. I’ve got MANY more, and I won’t be back “home” in MN until November. Yay for snowmen! I’m in Northern California and Oregon next so let me know if I’m near you!!!

2. Assignment: LBT's still working things out. Anyone know where I can get a good motorcycle helmet. I know, I know, it’s crazy.

3. Wanted: We still need tutors for LBT! I’m pretty sure you’ve gotta be Lutheran to go with the organization. You know what they say, “You don’t have to be Lutheran to teach kids, but it sure doesn’t hurt.”

Stauffer

2008-09-09T20:29:00.000-05:00

I discovered a gift of a friend, and I feel blessed.

http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendID=299095185

Becoming a worm...or something

2008-09-06T17:24:00.001-05:00

I am going through a reading overload. This is not because I've been reading too much. I don't think this has ever happened. While my three siblings were perfecting their reading skills, I was climbing trees and playing with the village kids. My parent's were happy that I even learned how to read for how little time I spent doing the activity. My reading overload has come from book discoveries. I just realized today that I have at least 8-10 books that I have begun reading! Ooops. It's not my fault. I was plugging away at Foxe's Book of Christian Martyrs, Peace Child, and Elliot's Be Still My Soul (which have been a several month projects during treasured spare moments). I was also reading a couple books in preparation for Nigeria: Travel Well and African Friends and Money Matters. So when I began my roadtrip I brought these along with The Heavenly Man (which I began reading at a youth hostel in Utah), some heart nurturing book I got from someone at LBT, and a fabulous Semantics and Translation book by K. Barnwell that I have been slowly working through. Since my arrival to California, my grandpa has given me at least two books to read: The Treasure Principle and The Translated Bible (which I'm thrilled about!). Also, I just spoke at a church and met the son and daughter-in-law of John Anderson, the man who helped start LBT's work in West Africa. They lent me his book to read and I've gotten through the first couple chapters or so! Wahoo!!! What do I do? Any suggestions? And, no, I don't know how to skim.

Stand Strong

2008-09-03T19:07:00.001-05:00

(by Chelsea Guevara---This girl is 17 and a phenomenal singer and songwriter. I just met her last Sunday at a church in So Cal.)

Today everyone walks around so confused,

so blinded by the sin we accept and let in.

Could we even explain the truth if we had a chance?

For our Lord God would we make a stand?

CHORUS

Can we stand our ground, even when the

earth shares beneath our feet?

Will you follow the crowd?

Will you let it knock you down?

Will you allow losing your faith & identity?

Are we ashamed of God's holy name?

Are you happy with the decision you've made?

Have you told the words of how God's love saves,

of not to worry or being afraid?

Can you say I love you?

Can you say that you do?

And offer more than this?

Will you follow the crowd?

Will you let it know you down?

Will you allow losing you faith and identity?

4all or nothing

2008-09-03T18:59:00.001-05:00

When I think of all you've done

And how I used to be,

I really see your mercy and

Your loving grace towards me.

Every pain that I've cause

And every word I say,

I know I can start a new beginning

And show your new ways.

So here I am.

I stand here today,

willing and able to give you praise.

Giving you my all

was the best choice I've ever made.

Sorry I was blind.

Now I can see, and

I give you my all...and all.

Focusing on you

In this world is hard to do.

No matter what I'm doing

no matter where I'm all,

I wanna keep you in my mind

through everyday and night.

Keep the sins away from me.

We won't give up the fight.

Every step I take I will

fall, but you've be there helping

Me along.

(Written & sung by the band @ Cross & Crown)

Breathtaking

2008-08-27T15:46:00.001-05:00

Entering UT didn't look that promising, but I was totally wrong. CO was gorgeous, but UT took my breath away.

I stayed in a youth hostel in my homeland. My name's Ruth (a Moabite) for all you Bible reading types. :) One of my dearest friends was driving through the opposite way on the same day so we shared a room and had an adventure.

I found my God to be an magnificent artist, a generous provider, a gracious protector, a merciful Savior, a loving Father, and an everpresent Spirit.

"I love you, O LORD, my strength.

The LORD is my rock and my fortress and my deliverer,

my God, my rock, in whom I take refuge,

my shield, and the horn of my salvation, my stronghold.

I call upon the LORD, who is worthy to be praised,

and I am saved from my enemies."

Psalm 18:1-3

Most Beautiful State

2008-08-27T15:42:00.001-05:00

Then I entered the state that wins the gold metal for the all around most beautiful state...CO. I saw friends in Colorado Springs and stayed with other friends in Manitou Springs. The hills were an adventure for Linus (my car), but we both survived and had an outrageously good time. I stayed in an ancient hotel used for a camp, and my friend took me to a local Mate place where everything is organic and the cups are compostable.

I had to see this on my way to the showers. Above my shower was a sign that said something like this: "Hey there tiger, tuck in the curtain unless you want the people below you to enjoy your shower too. There could be consequences like ideas."

I saw many construction cones, mountains, lakes, interesting places, and beautiful things. My car thanks whoever thought of using tunnels instead of making the road go over some of those hills.

I want to thank all the states that don't use tolls and the people who changed my oil. Let me just tell you. It doesn't matter what kind of oil change job a girl gets... If someone vacuums her car and gives her a flower, she'll think it's the best.

Seein' the Scenes

2008-08-27T15:39:00.001-05:00

After a few weeks through MN, ND, WI, IL, and IA, I began my road trip across the country going west. I started in MN and stopped in SD for a couple nights. I shared in a church and visited some dear friends. The farmland was incredible, the air was clear, and the people were kind. Beanbag tossing is fun.

I hugged IA a bit on my way to NE and had the privilege of using Ethanol in my gas tank for the first time ever.

News for the Day

2008-08-14T16:10:00.001-05:00

1. I chopped off and donated 13+ inches of my hair.

2. My room is full of boxes and junk because my brother wanted to trade rooms since I'm leaving.

3. I haven't started packing for my 3 month long road trip and I'm leaving on Saturday. AHH!

4. I've installed several of my linguistic/translation programs, and I feel like playing with all the new keyboards and dictionary making programs... sigh.

5. I've been listening to some serious pounding on our roof all day. They're re-roofing/siding our entire apartment complex because of hail damage. Gotta love the Midwest!

6. I'm having a slumber party tonight with my little cousins (9, 12, 14).

7. My brother-in-law wins the greatest brother-in-law award! (see http://dapelofamily.blogspot.com/)

8. Chacos are the best sandals ever made.

9. I love salad.

10. I only have 5 months before I pack my bags for Nigeria!

Things to do when you're 22

2008-08-10T23:55:00.001-05:00

What are you "supposed" to do when you're 22? I just had my birthday. I don't like birthdays. I know it's crazy, but they make me cry most of the time. I think something like this: "Oh no! Another year has gone by. What have I done?" So I decided to go through a couple of old journals from the past year and share a few things I learned from JUST the first month of being 21.

August 6, 2007 -- My 21st Birthday

August 7 --- I took a phonology test that morning, and I learned that linguistics can be unbelievably difficult. I actually wrote out the prayer, "I am yours, save me!" If you have seen the movie Luther, you'll understand the desperation and desire one can have to surrender everything to the Lord... including abilities or lack of... to give Him all the glory.

August 8 --- I wrote out Ecclesiastes 7:23-25.

August 12 --- I heard a friend who was on furlough speak about Christ's example of humility from Ph. 2:1-11. "The #1 killer of unity is pride!"

August 15 --- Don't compromise, but be willing to. Learn the value of enjoying life. I wrote out Eccl. 8:15-17; 11:5.

August 19 --- "Trust & Obey" is a song that went through my head nearly every day that summer.

August 24 --- Someone said this on the radio while I was driving:

"What we know not, teach us. What we have not, grant us. What we are not, make us."

August 30 --- "Lord, help me to keep my eyes focused on you and my motivation Jesus. I am struggling with various emotions and desires. I am so uncertain about Africa...probably because I have never been there. I don't know what to think. I am so often motivated by love and it's so hard to love something that I don't know anything about. Sure I'm motivated enough by people... God loves them. I can very easily love them. They need Jesus... O Lord, it's yours. All of it! Where should I go? To whom shall I go? Why should I go? What should I do?"

September 1 --- "Blessed is the man whom God correct; so do not despise the discipline of the Almighty."

"The only way your powers can become great is by exerting them outside the circle of your own narrow, special, selfish interests. And that is the reason of Christianity. Christ came into the world to save others, not to save himself; and no man is a true Christian who does not think constantly of how he can lift his brother, how he can assist his friend, how he can enlighten mankind, how he can make virtue the rule of conduct in the circle in which he live." --President W. Wilson (1914)

The Kiddos

2008-08-04T15:08:00.001-05:00

In the midst of my crazy travels, I was able to get a day in with my sister, bro (in-law), and the kids. We had a picnic at the park!

Pictures taken by and borrowed from Mary Dapelo

Health Care Course

2008-08-04T13:55:00.001-05:00

20 New Lessons from My Road Trip

2008-08-02T22:03:00.003-05:00

1. I can survive and eat well without a refrigerator.

2. I feel connected to anyone who has been to SIL-UND no matter when they've been there.
3. African clothes are extremely comfortable.
4. Glasses are not a good thing to forget on a two week long road trip. Contacts are only comfortable until about 9 pm.
5. Water can be too soft to wash off soap.
6. Rice is normally cooked one cup to every two cups of water, but it's one to one with super soft water.
7. Organic spices are way more potent than regular.
8. When a lost and found in downtown Chicago says they have my lost phone, I can get really excited.
9. Another person lost a t-mobile Samsung slider sitting at the train station lost and found in Chicago. (Crazy story!)
10. My niece Hannah is trying to push her way out of my sister's belly. I'm not even kidding!
11. I really don't like fluorescent lights.
12. People and churches I've never met are some of my greatest supporters.
13. My nephew Jacob prefers wet diapers to dry ones sometimes.
14. My niece Lily can learn a song after hearing it once. (I have to watch what I say!)
15. My new car's name is Linus.
16. There are flushable squatty potties.
17. I may be getting a motercycle in Nigeria.
18. I love to sing in French, but I don't understand why things are spelled the way they are.
19. There's no such thing as "too spicy."
20. "Shake my sillies out" is a really funny song to get stuck in my head.

Ruthie

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Qu'ran Burning Canceled (Prayer totally works.)

Pray AGAINST the Qur'an Burning on 9/11

With a gun at his side and a plan to burn, Jones thinks this will be an effective warning "to the radical element of Islam." Here's the message from the Pastor Terry Jones, who heads the little-known Dove World Outreach Center in Florida.

"The Vatican today denounced as "outrageous and grave" plans by a Florida church to burn copies of the Quran on 9/11." USA Today

"Germany's leading Jewish group condemned plans by a Florida pastor to burn the Koran on the anniversary of 9/11, saying it evoked the mass killings of Jews in the Holocaust that followed Nazi book burnings." Reauters

"A religious leader who met with Attorney General Eric Holder on Tuesday said the top US law enforcement official described as "idiotic and dangerous" a Florida church's plan to burn copies of the Koran on the anniversary of the September 11, 2001 attacks." AFP

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OneVerse.org

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1. Building Prayer Support

We're looking for a strong prayer support base. This group is helping with that.

2. Learning About Global Mission

3. Developing Skills

4. Ministering -- here!

5. Praying

Think about this today:About a million Druze people are least reached & "open minded." Pray that they'll know the one true God, Jesus Christ! http://ow.ly/1AVm2

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No need to explain

Vince Lombardi

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Lesson #1 of a New Wife

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Simply loving him/Him!

Pressures

Josh proposed!

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Move and "Goodbye"

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Bulldozed…or something

Reason #1:

Reason #2:

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Prayer

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Think about this today:

About a million Druze people are least reached & "open minded." Pray that they'll know the one true God, Jesus Christ! http://ow.ly/1AVm2